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07 May 2007 @ 04:12 pm
I wanted to make another, happy entry, but I can't....  
I'm crying, I'm crying hard...

my grandma died yesterday....
noone could tell me, cause my mobile was still not free...
*fucking mobile company*

my aunt said she died in sleep...

best way, isn't it...

but, but still, I will miss her so much....

I knew she was ill, pretty ill, the doctor told us, she will die because of it, but so fast...

I knew, now she's not in pain anymore, but, but she was my only grandparent lefgt....

since 2003 every year a relative died, why?

it's so unfair...

and now i can't even reach my mom...
I want to, I really want to...

I, I could talk to saki, it helped, a little...

But still, I will miss her...

crying alone.....
 
 
Current Location: alone in my apartment
Current Mood: i unbelievable sad
Current Music: without you piano version...
 
 
 
key: riku2keyjahn on May 7th, 2007 08:00 pm (UTC)
thanks dear
*huggles back*